Downs

So my life went from having a few ups to being a big depression. Not only have I lost a friend in the guy i used to love but I lso have serious family problems and it's getting really hard to handle. I don't know what to do. Now I feel alone cause my family doesn't even want to talk about our problems and I can't just stay with a friend because then I feel like I'm abandoning my family and running away from the problems, but I am so lost in life and I just feel so sad lately. I don't know wht to do. My family is falling apart and I feel like it's all my fault.