Love

Love is sometimes a tough thing to deal with because sometimes with every little mistake someone may make it can be a big hurt even if they didn't mean to make a mistake or hurt you. There's also not being able to control how much you love someone. Wanting them to spend every second with you. Wanting them to know how much you care and how much you don't ever want to see them go away. I currently feel like this and I know this is real for me, and it makes me so happy that I'm in love. Even when he or I make mistakes and end up hurt. But you know sometimes when he makes a mistake it's hard for me to let it go even though I can hear myself telling me to let it go because he's the one I want to spend my life with. Love screws me up so much. I used to be able to lock all my emotions away inside me and now everytime I see him they all just seem to want to explode and let him know every feeling I have. It's confusing for me but I know that he is someone I never want to let go of. I just wish he would think sometimes about what he says. Oh well I love the big fool and I ain't letting him go.